ugly truth :(

hey. balik lagi bersma gw. haha
lagi mud nulis nih gw. entah kenapa.
mungkin karena gw abis tidur seharian kali ya?gara2 gw demam kemaren, trs sakit seharian ini jadi gw ya tidur aja gtu. hhe.
mana gw sakit kayaknya gara2 tdur gak bener, eh skrg gw malah melanjutkan jam tdur gw yang bner2 gak sehat ini. mana bkin jerawatan lagi. FYI, begadang bkin jerawatan dan bkin gendut. haha. my daddy told me. he is a doctor. so I trust him :p

btw,sometimes I feel like I hate my life.especially my love life.
yeah, gak semua orang punya kehidupan cinta seperti cinderella bukan? hehe. gw gak tau kenapa, tapi I always ruined my own love life. gee, I don't know why I always do that.
yah, memang abis itu gw selalu menyesal.tapi, regrets don't make everything be better. but worse.
haha. gw gak tau deh mau gimana. tapi yah, menurut gw sih gw cuma perlu nunggu. sang ksatria yang ditakdirin ama gw dateng. hha. but, It's God's will. siapapun dy, pasti yang terbaik buat gw. I trust it :)

btw, buat para orang orang lajang *cieilah lajang. bahasa gueee*, gw rekomen 1 buku yang bagus. judulnya the puzzle of jomblo life. yang nulis Grace Suryani kalo gak salah. tapi bner deh. itu buku bagus banget!! hehe. gw uda baca buku itu dari SMP dan gw rasa buku itu sangat bermanfaat buat gw :)

*nah ini nih covernya. bagus de. boleh dibaca*

okay then. I'll try to sleep. good night :)

christmas :)

yeah. tonight is christmas eve :) can't wait.

I do LOVE christmas. yes, I really do.
but I don't know. this christmas I feel nothing. not like years ago.
even I almost forgot tonight will be christmas eve. for sure, I really love christmas eve since I was a kid. but I don't feel that feeling anymore. and I don't know why :(

tomorrow will be the big day. my curch make a christmas eve celebration. and I'm a part of it. I'm singing on the choir. ihiy!
but I don't know. I still feel nothing.
my christmas spirit has been gone.
I do not like this.for sure. but I don't know what should I do :(

btw, I used to believe that christmas always has a miracle.
miracle of christmas
yeah, It always bring me new hope. new expectation.
too many problem I've been trough in one year, and when christmas comes, I feel like I have a new hope. even I thought I won't have any expectation again.

and now.
I have many wish
you can say it as my grown up christmas list maybe :) it's like a song, you know :p
I wish I can live happily ever after,I wish every problem I have can be solved, I wish my friend,lover,and family will always be happy, I wish this world become a peacefully and full of love world.
but it's just a wish. maybe for some ppl do not believe with christmas miracle. but I do believe.
because christmas exists because of JESUS CHRIST that come to this world to give us expectation. to live. to love. and to trough all of our problems :)

btw, there some things that I LOVE much about christmas.
yeah. for example,
I love the tree. christmas tree. and the lights on that tree. it's just.......amazing!
I do love the food :p at christmas, my family has a ritual, that we have to go to some place. like our family houses for say merry christmas and having a nice time together. and I always go to my grandma's house. and my aunt who cook for christmas is just a wonderful chief ! I love her food :)
I LOVE the sale. yeah. every girls love that. year end sale everywhere. christmas sale everywhere. like it !
and a lot of things that I like. but I can't tell it one by one in here. because it's toooo many to be explained :p


btw, do you like christmas?

a letter for a jackass

hey. I'm back. with anger in my head, my heart, IN ME!!

okay, do you want to know exactly what thing that bring me to anger like this? mm.

it is http://indonbodoh.blogspot.com

so this is something Malaysian wrote about Indonesian.
indon bodoh :
indon : means Indonesia
bodoh : means STUPID, IDIOT, and else

WHAT THE HECK IS IT?

okay, I know in blog we can write EVERYTHING we like.
BUT WHAT IS IN YOUR MIND WHEN YOU WRITE THAT BLOG, MOTHER FUCKER?

okay, maybe I'm becoming too rude. I'm so sorry. But I can't take this anymore.
maybe I'm not like any other person who love her country too much.
BUT I LOVE MY COUNTRY.
and it's enough to make me defending my own country, INDONESIA
So, to anyone that write that blog, PLEASE STOP JACKASS ! EVEN YOU AREN'T IN A HIGHER RANK THAN A PIG ! YOU ARE SO CHEAP!

btw, do you know why I wrote this in English?
because I want everyone in every country know that Malaysia has got jackasses.

at last, I want to say sorry for the readers because I was being rude.
actually, I don't want to be like this. But Indonesia is my country. and I can't take it when some people insult Indonesia.

so, HIDUP INDONESIA !!!




a young girl that proud to be an Indonesian,
Maria Daisy

sebenernya gw keturunan apa sih ?

okay, I have a big question for my parents .

mom, dad, what is actually my great grandfather's civics???

dari poto gw yang manis ini, bisa gak kira2 lo menebak keturunan gw apa?

yeah, this is me. and what exactly my great grandfather's civics?

haha. kalo kata orang2 si muka gw tuh gak jelas muka orang apaan. ato mgkn emg bukan orang x ya haha.
menurut pengalaman gw, waktu SD, tepatnya 6 SD, saat gw masih sering dikuncir kuda dan berambut lumayan panjang (btw, I cut my hair in 4th grade. dari sepinggang jadi sebahu :( ) dan jua masih sering kucel and the kumel , lalu pada suatu siang, tepatnya pada saat pelajaran seni rupa, guru gw ngmg: "maria, kamu kok mirip orang india sih?" dan itu di depan teman2 sekelas gw!! jadi deh mnurut mereka gw memang mirip orang India :)

okay, next statement. "gw mirip orang bule"
okay, kalo yang ini buanyakk yang bilang. waktu itu gw pnh ke mangga dua, dan waktu gw beli tas, gw berbincang2 sedikit sama sang penjual tas selain nawar nawar harga :) (btw, the bag is green and I really really love it :p)
penjual tas (PT) : kamu orang menado ya?
gw: iya. kok tau?
PT: iya abis mirip bule si.
gw:*kegirangan dalam hati*

kasus selanjutnya, masih beranggapan gw mirip bule. ceritanya ada temen nykp gw dikenalin ama gw dan dede gw.

btw ini poto dd gw. sebelah kiri. bonita radupuatri A.S :) gw bnr2 suka poto ini. dy terlihat lbih cakep dan feminin. btw, banyak yg blg gw sodaranya yang sebelah kanan, Maria Juanita S. padahal bukan. dia adenya temen gw, dan temennya ade gw :D

jadi gini ceritanya, waktu gw diperkenalkan, terus ade gw diperkenalkan, nykp gw dan temennya ngbrl2.dan gw sedikit nguping pembicaraan mereka. haha. *ketauan de gw tukang nguping*
temen nyokap: anak lo yang kecil mirip ama lo ya. bataknya kentara banget. kalo yang gede lebih mirip bapaknya. lebih dapet bule nya.
gw: *kegirangan*

okay, yang selanjutnya adalah: "gw kayak orang arab"
haha. yang ini adalah pertanyaan yang plg unik yang pernah gw denger. "Kamu orang arab yah?"dan pertanyaan ini dilontarkan oleh ci Consis. kakak kelas gw. sinopsisnya gini, waktu istirahat, gw lagi di WC, ngantri WC smbil ngaca. tiba2, ci Consis keluar dari WC sambil ngmg: "mardes kamu ada keturunan orang arab yah?" jujur gw kaget. secara ini pertanyaan pertama dalam hidup gw. dan bahkan gw sama sekali gak sadar ttg hal ini !! LOL
congrats, ci. you're the winner! ini pertanyaan paling mengejutkan ! :) but thx for your attention, ci :D I appreciate that :) (jarang2 loh ada yang meratiin gw segitunya ! hehe )

pernyataan berikutnya: "gw kayak orang jawa"
yup, this is kinda interesting. jujur, bokap gw mirip orang jawa kalo gw bilang. potonya bisa diliat di pot gw yang kemaren2 ini. dan waktu itu guru les vokal gw,kak Fenny nanya gw orang apa. dan gw kasi tau *cuma gw kasi tw akhir2 aja ya.gak seru kalo skg gw ksi tw :p* . setelah itu dy kaget dan berkata: "ya ampun mariaa. aku kira kamu orang jawa. abis kamu muka nya ke jawa jawaan gitu sih."okay. no comment :p

pernyataan berikutnya: "gw kyk orang chinese"
kalo ini sih banyak banget orang yang blg ke gw. jadi yah kira2 pembicaraannya macem gini
gw: *memberitahukan keturunan gw*
org: tapi chinese juga kan?
gw: engga. hehe
org: hah? masa sih? tapi mirip chinese loh !
gw: eh iya ya? *ngarep ngarep cemas. uda buta blm yah yg ngmg? hehe*
yup. and it happens a lot. gw juga kaget. tapi ternyata nykp gw juga sering disangka chinese. jadi yah gw si santai santai aja. paling gak gw bukan anak tetangga :p


kayaknya sih itu aja kali ya negara negara tersangka yang pernah disangka sangka menurunkan makhluk seperti gw. haha.
so, menurut lo pada gimana? indiakah? arabkah? bulekah? chinessekah? ato jawa kah gw?
lo kira2 sih boleh. tapi mw tau sebenernya keturunan apakah gw?
so I'll tell everything I know about this.


bokap gw: Stewart Robert Sumampouw
lahir dari: John Sumampouw dan Eugene Daisy Sumampouw (Craigsmant) *kalo ga salah nulisnya*
opa gw memang menado tulen. tapi oma gw, membawa keribetan dalam garis keturunan gw. hehe.
jadi ceritanya gini, pada saat perang dunia ke II, Indo dijajah Inggris. lalu sang oma moyang gw berkenalan dengan pemuda padang. sang opa moyang gw. jujur, gw gak tw namanya :) lalu mereka jatuh cinta. so swit yah :) akhirnya mereka menikah. dan oma moyang gw memutuskan untuk menetap di Indonesia. tetapi, setelah (atau sebelum?) mereka menikah, Belanda merebut Indonesia dari Inggris. dan akhirnya oma gw ini berubah kewarganegaraannya. jadi deh dia dicatat sebagai orang Belanda :) dan akhirnya setelah mereka menikah, lahirlah sang oma gw. oma Daisy. btw, oma moyang gw itu bermarga Townsend. yang emg bner2 fam Inggris :) dan FYI, oma moyang gw itu kabarnya juga bukan Inggris 100 % :)
yup, kalo uda yang namanya ketemu perang itu memang sulit dah menentukan garis keturunan :p

nyokap gw: Jumaini Andriana S. Sumampouw (Sihombing)
lahir dari: T.M. Sihombing dan T. Sihombing (Silitonga)
yup, my mom 100% Bataknese :) paling gak dari nyokap gw lebih jelas yahh.hehe

ya, jujur gw bingung kalo ditanyain orang tentang garis keturunan gw. haha. sejauh ini sih gw selalu bilang gw batak menado cmpur indo belanda. haha. tapi yah gak sepenuhnya benar, dan gak sepenuhnya salah. secara teknis, gw keturunan Belanda. tapi bukan secara genetikanya :)
hal ini memang membingungkan.haaha.jujur gw jadi inget waktu itu ade nya oma gw pnh menjabarkan tentang garis keturunan gw. dan dia afal ampe moyang moyangan ! buset dah. gw aja ampe gak ngerti ! haha.
But, I've written all I know. so, this is my best ! :)



btw, gw lagi liburan nih. gw uda libur dari tanggal 12 Des ampe 4 Jan! ekstrim yah skolah gw. di saat skolah laen masih Ulangan Umum, gw bahkan uda libur ! haha. dan masuknya BARENG!! wowww. hha. sometimes I'm proud being IPEKA's students :p


PS: I've promised to write often, and this is my best.


see you later then,
mariadaisy :)

just a word

hey. it's me. again. haha
mm. I think I will start blogging with english. so I can practice my english.But I think it'll be so hard to write in English fully. so, how about I mix it with bahasa?? :p


okay, so tomorrow will be first day holiday ! It's sound soooo greaaattt ! so, because of I've got my holiday, and my internet has been changed to unlimited quota, so I hope I can write often. :)


so.... actually I don't know what I want to write. I just wanna write. that's all :)


but after a few minutes to think, and while I listening to the yiruma's , I think I wanna write a little about love .


so here we go .....


for me, LOVE is when we can't stop thinking about them
LOVE is when we want give them everything,, even something that we haven't got
LOVE is when we try to protect someone hardly, even sometimes it does make them being hurt
LOVE is something that we can give more than everything

for sure, LOVE does make hurt sometimes, but it always be beautiful to feel.

I'm a girl who easily fall in love, and easily to broken heart to.
sometimes I promise my self not to fall in love again.
but I always break my promise by falling in love with another guy.
I asked, why can't I keep my promise?
and someone said: because OUR GOD IS LOVE

yeah, guys. it's hard to say, but I can't disprove that.
OUR GOD IS LOVE, and we can't loose that LOVE :)

so, maybe some of you who read this was in a broken heart, or keep your self not to falling in love again.
but trust me.
LOVE IS GREAT IN GOD'S OWN WAY
so please. don't be desperate. don't be hopeless.
because LOVE IS GREAT

trust me.
I'm an expert with all of this :p